It has been over four years now since Holden joined our family. His journey started off bumpy and he's had to overcome some health challenges. But the Little Monkey continues to fight his way to becoming strong and healthy. We are so blessed to have him as our son. He inspires us and melts our hearts every day. Thank you for joining us on this journey. We've appreciated everyone's thoughts and prayers.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Focusing on all the blessings...


I had some things that just didn't go my way last week. I was bummed and felt sorry for myself for a day or so. But it didn't take long for me to remember how many things I have to be appreciative of. I've been blessed with so many things in my life and the blessings keep coming...
Holden had a sleep study on Friday evening. While he was very vocal about not liking the 15+ probes they put on him, he eventually calmed down and once he fell asleep he slept through the night! And although we haven't gotten the doctor's read on the results, the nurse said things looked great! So I'm praying that we'll hear that he no longer needs the oxygen - even at night!


Holden had 2 doctor appointments this week. One was to have his eyes checked, the other was with an orthopedic surgeon because he has flat feet. I've spent the last month worrying about both. Praying that he would not have yet another issue to deal with. Fortunately all went well with both appointments. Two more blessings to count! I guess the learning for me was sure, sometimes things don't go your way. But don't dwell on what doesn't happen. Focus on what does!! Live in the positive.

I LOVED our Mother's Day this year. Rather than going to a crowded restaurant, we had everyone here for brunch. It was great to have the time to hang out with our families in a relaxed setting. And best of all, the kids were able to be kids. After eating, they were quick head outside to play. The weather was perfect and eventually we were all outside having fun! I remember sitting on the steps, watching Holden play with his cousins and thinking how much I love being Holden's Mom. Hardest yet best job I've ever had. And I love that I can't be fired:)

Holden and I spend time together outside everyday! He loves helping us with yard work and watering our flowers. He's obsessed with all things water, so we got him a water play table. He's hooked! It will be the perfect cooling station throughout the summer. We also have a friendly neighborhood "Kitty" who has been paying us a daily visit. Holden loves his visits with his new friend who he calls "Big Kitty"!
I still wake up looking forward to each day. Monkey never ceases to amaze me!